Tuesday, May 30, 2006
1:31 PM

okay.
IYO IYO DESU!
it's tomorrow.
i just hope HMV doesn't run out too fast.
i need to get the Limited Edition.
well.
if they don't, i'll have to make do with the Normal Ed, which is pretty much fine too. =)
hmm.
i already have the dvd.
so the only things i'm missing out is the photo album, and some other stuff. i heard there's a sticker book in there. =(

anyways.
besides that.

KUROSAGI 07

oh my GOD.
i totally saw it coming.
more hate for the stupid third party.
is that all she ever plays?
Hikari. third party.
Yukari. third party.
SEE THE SIMILARITY?
i wonder if she's like that in real life. GAH.

i can't think of a better way to portray how i feel about Yukari, but i quote from Helen:

DEAR GOD someone get Yukari out of my sight. This girl's outlook on love is immature beyond comprehension. Liking or loving someone doesn't need validation, rationalization, or justification. To claim that one person has more right to like or love someone than another - I don't understand this logic.

Perhaps you're more understanding and accepting of his criminal activities - so what? Is that indulgence going to save him from the abyss he's been in for the past 6 years? He's a person stuck in the past without a future. Tsurara's sense of justice and stance by her beliefs might offer him one. Where will your concurrence and approval lead him? PRISON?

Loving someone means blind acceptance? If he wasn't just a swindler but a killer, are you going to say "I like him, therefore I support everything he does."...? Grow up and smell reality before you give someone a lecture on love. And while you're at it, lose the schoolgirl fantasy 'cause it's not what he needs.

Kurosaki is scared. Afraid Tsurara is going to change his mind, afraid her interest is only temporary, afraid it might turn out to be "cheap sympathy" after all. If your heart wasn't touched, why would you chase her away?

I SECOND EVERYTHING SHE SAYS.

i really don't get it.
in ep07.
Yukari told Tsurara not to like Kurosaki using her rational theories (probably all her principles of law.)
and that gives her more right to like Kurosaki because she just supports him blindly?
she's a UNIVERSITY STUDENT.
and she acts like some typical HIGHSCHOOL SHOUJOU.

and i really dislike such girls,
who would just throw a friendship in jeopardy because of ONE GUY.
if Yukari were to ask Tsurara to give Kurosaki up,
i am quite sure she would.
no matter how unwilling or painful she feels inside.

that just shows how shallow these people are.
a spoilt brat.
GAH i just hate her.

now that i'm on this,
i hated Kurosaki in this episode too.
i thought.
I THOUGHT.
that when they showed the shots before the show started.
that he finally, well. realised. understood.
HE LET ME DOWN.
but i guess 6 years of a very dark and painful past isn't that easy to breakthrough.
then again if he didn't care.
he wouldn't walk in.
he wouldn't help her up.
he wouldn't tease her.
he wouldn't talk back.
he wouldn't try to distance himself.
right?
right?

it seems that Tsurara is really falling for him.
hard.
PLEASE.
PLEASE LET ep08 come faster!
FRIDAY FRIDAY.

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okay.
i will be continuing Jap!

and.
away from that.
i bet all of you are snoring already.

Chinese Os were yesterday.
it felt so surreal.
like it didn't actually happen.
i felt like i was floating through the whole way.
and...

I THINK I SCREWED IT.

please.
A2.
and let me off.
A2.
just.
A2.
and i'll be happy.
A2.
that's all i ask for.
A2.
PLEASE.

URGH.
many many things.
so little time.
mk.

jetsetter___________**

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