Sunday, June 11, 2006
10:07 PM

konyachiwa~
how's everyone today?

i'm really happy,
cause i heard from my cousin today.
seems like she was really busy though, her reply was very short.
she is interning at a bank in Okayama.
but i totally understand.

how nice it would be to rush forth and grab the opportunities available.
i thought to myself that as i was reading the mail.
so from now i shall work even harder. =)

but i'm happy for nee-chan.
i hope everything works well for her.

i plan to finally start doing all the pending assignments lying around my house.
so yeah.
i'll pitch in with all i have too. =) (ne? yamashita-san.)
iyaa~ because i will want to live my life without having regrets.

regrets are things that make you feel the worse.
having more than one regret in life will lead to more pain.
what happens when the pain doesn't go away?
different consequences for different people.

so i tell myself.
i must at least try.

everything is happening so fast...
and just thinking about what's going to happen.

scared?
excited.
anticipating..

sometimes the things you imagine are miles away from reality.
and that's how people are.
they'd pretty much rather believe a good story than the truth.

change.
take it.
let it be a part of you.
and finally..
accept it.

dareka no negai ga kanau koro.

chiisana koto de daiji na mono wo ushinatta
tsumetai yubiwa ga watashi ni hikatte miseta
"ima sae areba ii" to itta kedo sou ja nakatta
anata e tsudzuku DOA ga oto mo naku kieta

anata no shiawase negau hodo
wagamama ga fueteku yo
soredemo anata wo hikitometai itsu datte sou
dareka no negai ga kanau koro
ano ko ga naiteru yo
sono mama tobira no oto wa naranai

minna ni hitsuyou to sareru kimi mo iyaseru tatta
hitori ni naritakute sukoshi gaman shisugita na

jibun no shiawase negau koto
wagamama dewa nai deshou
sore nara anata wo dakiyosetai dekiru dake gyutto
watashi wo namida ga kawaku koro
ano ko ga naiteru yo

kono mama bokura no jimen wa kawakanai
anata no shiawase negau hodo
wagamama ga fueteku yo
anata wa watashi wo hikitomenai itsu datte sou

dareka no negai ga kanau koro
ano ko ga naiteru yo
minna mo negai wa douji ni wa kanawanai

chiisana chikyuu ga mawaru hodo
yasashisa mi ni tsuku yomou ichido
anata wo dakishimetai
dekiru dake sotto

zen ryoku to kyu.
mk.

jetsetter___________**

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